i guess currently the words 'depressed' and 'stressed' describe me.

I left boyse's today crying again because I hate coming home and i'm so stressed out and want to be in maine..
I hate crying in front of him because it makes him sad and I feel like a drama queen. But he just sits there and hugs me and says sweet things which just makes me cry even harder.

i'm even crying right now, I just cant stop...